Wednesday, November 12, 2008
NO!
Why do I have to be the person who ends up in the middle?
Its like i obtained a spectator seat that i simply do not want.
I did not give anything for it, its like a seat i never really obtained
and yet, im sitting there.
Im trying to get up, but i guess im destined to be in this seat forever.
People say, make the best of it. But whats the use if i can't even use it right?
Im going on overload...i really am.
True, i don't mind the seat. but it gets really tough to be sitting there.
I don't mind since it serves a purpose.
But...
This means that...
I get to be the one that suffers the most.
Nothing hurts more, than an eternal period of time
that comes right after
goodbye.
so...i hope
that those who remain close friends to me...
please stay close.
Even though i have been pushed around, rejected by ppl
still, you remain as my friends...
and i appreciate that.
and...
i hope...
that you can all continue to be there
make my life bright, and happy.
im glad that you're my friends.
P.S. sorry for the first emo part...
